Saturday, July 19, 2014


Constructive procrastination: When you're amazed at the end of a busy day at how much you've accomplished that had absolutely NOTHING to do with what you really needed to do.


Whenever I am really stressed about work, I have nightmares about waiting tables. WHERE ARE MY FRIES? Why are these burgers burnt? Syrup needs to be changed. How do I ring in these salads?

Thursday, July 17, 2014


Written just now, because it had to be said:

Thanks for being my friend. Your voice of calm and reason is what I needed. I'm getting this same crazy, constricted panic feeling, like when I tried to hike the Appalachian Trail and only made it one night. "WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MYSELF."

Like I've stuffed an entire bagel in my mouth and am choking on it a bit as I chew. There are crumbs flying everywhere, and my jaw hurts, and I know I'll get it down, but I'm grateful for friends like you to give me an energetic heimlich every now and again.

Disregard this message if it makes no sense. LOL

Love and hugs and love,



Woke up, crying. Left for work, praying. Here now, hoping. God, I ask that you use me as a vessel of your GOOD. Let Divine clarity and focus filter through all I put my hands to today. Let me be bolstered by faith and your Love, that I see the signs everywhere I look. "All is well, all is well, all manner of things are well." And so it IS.